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And I Run With The Wolves

by Nikki Satira

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1.
I saw nothing but darkness Underneath the cedar tree And as deep as this valley So is the wood that carries me I'm waxing and I'm waning with the moon My blood is running deep within the dew I'm waxing and I'm waning with the moon My blood is running deep within the dew Awoo, awooo and I run with the wolves I am the river I am the rain I am the eyes in the night, The mud in your veins I am the seed, the sprout, I am the tree I am the belly of this beast I'm waxing and I'm waning with the moon My blood is running deep within the dew I'm waxing and I'm waning with the moon My blood is running deep within the dew Awoo, awooo and I run with the wolves The cedar wood is helping me to breathe Turn my head toward a silent speak And I drip drip drop on down to the forest floor Where the dirt and bones don't scare me anymore
2.
Maybe there's beatuy in the decay There's light in the darkness and gold in the grey There is a savior for those who don't pray Maybe there's bones in bouquets Sleep soundly where creek meets meadow Where the hemlock becomes the hallowed Where the yarrow becomes the shadow Sleep soundly below My body's meant to return to the ground A daughter of dust it is where I am bound Maybe forgotten is better than found When I am no longer around Maybe there's beauty in the decay Maybe there's bones in bouquets
3.
Shelter 02:14
Baby, it's cold outside Find some shelter for the night Light a fire, steel and stone I'd hate to be out here alone Wake me up at midnight To tend our fire, to tend our fire Use the stars to guide our eyes Endless light, endless light Baby, it's cold outside Give me some peace of mind Sing to me, sing me to sleep And wake me up with lullabies Hold me close, I'll hold you tight Until we die, until we die Bodies ache and bodies break And we resign, we resign Don't be a stranger, don't be a ghost I'll keep you warm Without you my world has crumbled to the ground In my dreams I have healed I have hope and have no fear Just falll asleep, just fall asleep And wake me up with lullabies Baby, it's cold outside Find some shelter for the night Light a fire, skin and bones I'd hate to be out here alone
4.
Temagami 03:13
You held and sustained me Before I was born You carried me gently And safely to shore The water is my teacher The river is my guide And the waves and the cedar Are ever at my side
5.
Midnight Sun 03:51
Driving in the car through the hills in the rain The sunlight hits the dark in a sweet refrain Comfort, quiet, heartbeat I can't breathe, it's okay Peacefully and pleasantly I sleep Walk that place I've lived In my dreams A fire starts and it paints the ground The ghosts of embers they drift around Violet haze, heartache I can't speak, it's okay Peacefully and pleasantly I sleep Walk that place I've lived In my dreams Stuck between the dusk, the dawn, twilight Haunted by the sun at midnight The dancing sky will kiss my fallen eyes Sing me one last lullaby One last lullaby Peacefully and pleasantly I sleep Walk that place I've lived In my dreams
6.
Underneath the forest canopy Are trails and turns that never seem to sleep A whisper on the wind it carries The call of those who never seem to speak Run down the mountain Slip into the sea Carve out the valleys River run through me There's bones in apples that's what makes them sweet History is underneath your feet Grace returning, flower and the bee Carve your epitaph into a tree Renew the fallen Incubate the seed Make me a garden Soil transform me Quickly as the ember Makes ashes of the trees To dust I will be rendered Fire return me As dust I'll be remembered Wind carry me
7.
Siren Song 05:09
I went sailing on a red sky in the morn The ship was beaten down It was tattered, it was worn And then the sails came out And just like birds we flew away And when the ship went down And all the people drowned I sang The sirens called out to me And then they took me down To the bottom of the sea Silently, curiously, I sank Surrounded by whales And the jellyfish consumed me in a veil I looked up at the sky And my lungs caved in, And the water filled my eyes The sirens called down to me And they brought me up To the stars out of the sea
8.
Whiskey Jack 04:12
Long time haven't seen you Kiss on the wound of a bear Driven by a foresight Hanging up a vision on a prayer Good old Whiskey Jack Always following the sky Brittle bone fall back A glance out of the corner of my eye And I will always love you Until the end of time But my heart is set on whiskey and wine And I have some street lamps That I can't seem to find Cause my heart is set on the northern lights Foot stomp, heart skip Pop another pill and say goodnight Shadow of a mountain Darker than the bags under my eyes Clarity, poetry Swimming in a sea of Wild Brine Out of tune feedback Reality is in a glass of wine And I will always love you Until the end of time But my heart is set on whiskey and wine And I have some street lamps That I can't seem to find Cause my heart is set on the northern lights Foot stomp, heart skip Pop another pill and say goodnight Shadow of a mountain Darker than the bags under my eyes Clarity, poetry Swimming in a sea of Wild Brine Out of tune feedback Reality is in a glass of wine And I will always love you Until the end of time But my heart is set on whiskey and wine And I have some street lamps That I can't seem to find Cause my heart is set on the northern lights
9.
To Dusk 02:56
To dusk we fall Cede to the winter's call Let the dark resolve Into the earth When twilight sets And the fog descends Then we will rest our heads And close our eyes And wait for the fire For dawn to rise For dusk to die And patiently subside Knowing well We'll greet the light and then To dusk we fall Into the winter's jaw Let the earth revolve peacefully Through dormancy And the decaying leaves We will cease to grieve What becomes And wait for the fire For dawn to rise For dusk to die And patiently subside Knowing well We'll greet the light again Restless are those who wander at night Breathless are those who yearn for the light Haunted are those who seek without sight Broken are those who wait For the fire For dawn to rise For dusk to die And patiently subside Knowing well We'll greet the light again
10.
Politicians, men of power, the book of lies The black snake that's fed by the enterprise The capitalists, the warlords and corporate greed Will sell your soul to live beyond their needs We're going down We're going down Quit fucking around We're going down, down, down, down Buy, consume, repeat, wear a disguise A herd of sheep concealed in wolf hides Who appropriate the culture on stolen land And celebrate the blood that's on their hands We're going down We're going down Quit fucking around We're going down, down, down, down I know these beasts they regin supreme But you can't fix shit with hopes and dreams I know that you don't need to care But you can't fix shit with thoughts and prayers The beasts they boil at the sound Of raised voices and common ground A self-fulfilling prophecy Get off your ass and get angry We're going down We're going down Quit fucking around We're going down, down, down, down

about

Inspired by a dream.

No! There’s the land. (Have you seen it?)
It’s the cussedest land that I know,
From the big, dizzy mountains that screen it
To the deep, deathlike valleys below.
Some say God was tired when He made it;
Some say it’s a fine land to shun;
Maybe; but there’s some as would trade it
For no land on earth—and I’m one.

Robert Service

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released October 19, 2019

Recorded, Engineered, and Mixed by Lee Rogers
Produced by Nikki Satira and Lee Rogers
Mastered by Brian Gagnon
Songwriting and lyrics by Nikki Satira
Guitar in 'Midnight Sun and Ukulele by Nikki Satira
Literally every other instrument by Lee Rogers
To Dusk written and performed by Nikki Satira, Miranda Hyatt-Orme and Sophie Eisberg-Marshall
Beatbox in Temagami by Lucas Donald
Artwork by Lauren Roberts

Huge thank you to everyone who donated in support of this album, and for those who supported me in so many other ways. Thank you especially to Lee Rogers who is absolutely fantastic, hella talented and so dedicated to his work.

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Nikki Satira: nsatira@gmail.com
Lee Rogers: leekennethrogers@gmail.com
Brian Gagnon: bandkgagnon@sympatico.ca

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Nikki Satira Toronto, Ontario

A girl notorious for ditching the city to live in the northern wilds of Canada for months at a time, Nikki's music is heavily inspired by the natural world and the landscapes that accompany it. Her unique experiences and off-beat knowledge base as a naturalist, herbalist and environmental educator helps her create a sound that is quirky, nostalgic, charming and sometimes, a little bit dark ... more

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